My journey is just beginning.

Hi everyone,

So it's been a while huh?

Well once again, for the 4th night this week, I find myself unable to fall asleep. I am driving myself crazy.

We have returned to work and today being only day two I found it much harder than I thought it would be. I don't mean physically, but mentally. I really need to get a grip on the language. I have come so far and yet I still feel left behind. This year has been so mentally challenging, I definitely don't think I am the same person I was when I left 8 months ago. I ain't no housewife that's for sure. I miss working a real job like crazy, I miss the company of my friends and the thought of my family back in Australia brings tears to my eyes. I'm a big talker and with my lack of Indonesian vocabulary I definitely don't fulfil my quota of talking per day.

Now don't gete wrong, I do get severely depressed and homesick at times, but I have loved the experience of being here. I have learnt a new way of living and adapted to a totally different culture. I have seen and experienced things that I never would have back home. It's a challenge, but everyday I am taking a step forward. I am very lucky to have found my amazing fiancé and have to thank him for his patience and reassurance.

Anyway, just a short note tonight. I am a bule living in Jakarta, indonesia; originally from Sydney, Australia and my journey is only just beginning.

Selamat tidur,

Lauren